Tuesday, 19 June 2012

concern !

hai assalamualaikum...
i read that story.
it is so plain to see the sadness in that eyes.
be strong my friend. you deserve someone who can love you like what you did.
yeah it is true you are not give any hope to that person, but PLEASE!
make all those things clear before you are with someone else.
be nice boy: life is all about karma.

 BUT for this time being all this are not my concern :D

the mood is coming. exam just round the corner. like i am not too ready to face it next week.
what can i do. no matter how i tererr in doing certain things, i keep rivising it.hoping that ALLAH help me as i am not over confident. carry mark...for this sem i cant depend too much on my CM. all the assesment like contribute only a little percent. no! i am not depress with that. i admit all the mistake i made in answering the question. 

so, stay cool :)




Sunday, 17 June 2012

FRIEND

kawan kawan, selamat malam.
entry kali ni aku dedicate khas untuk sahabat aku
yang mungkin tidak pernah mengiktiraf aku sebagaimana aku mengiktirafnya.
sejujurnye, hati ni tersangat mudah tersentuh dengan kesusahan, kepayahan seseorang menempuh hidupnye.
perkenalan aku dengannye kerana kami sekelas.
at first aku tak pernah kisah die nak buat ape, achievement die and whatever pasal die sebab die pun bukan jenis bercampur dengan orang.
tapi i dont know why.
aku nak bertanye khabar die
tapi aku tak ade source.
mane aku nak kontek die.
aku dapat tahu die achiever dekat U tu.
in Mathematics.
yeah not deny he is very good in tackling math questions.
he loves to calculate and he will try so very bad.
but nothing failure he found when he keep trying.
the only one guy who make me think and change my perception towards boys who had been offered to further their study.
they are the one who really realize that nothing they can depends on except knowledge!
he is from poor family.
i felt so annoying when his friends keep saying about him. i mean bad things
even he never say anything and keep smiling
but sometimes i see he try to away from us.

and today i found his facebook,
i had stalked him.
looks like his account had been left for long period.
all his status are about dakwah..
yeahh he is still the same.
he is a good boy.

i remembered when we are texting
he always remind me to be a good one.
and some of my friends said he .....
no! i just ignore what they are saying about him, feeling and all those merepek things
even i  can see it.
just because to be friend with him.

until now, i hope we can be a friend.
have a cheer texting like an old one.
before everything change you .......

what i wanna do is add your FB and say hai :)


Sunday, 10 June 2012

setia :)

haii duniaa
kadang kadang aku terfikir.
sesetia mane pun kite dengan pasangan kite
agak agak macam mane lagaknye bile kite dah tawar hati?
aku terbanyak masa nak fikir ni
sebabbbbbb
aku dalam situasi berpasangan
banyak dah pengalaman aku hadapi bile semue tak menjadi
tapi.......
aku sendiri tak tahu ape akan berlaku..
mungkin die akan pergi macam tu je? pergi tanpe memberi sebab
atauu mendiamkan diri dan senyap tanpe aku tahu
atau pun aku sendiri yang bertanye
well, kite sebijak bijak perancang, yang berkuase menentukan ALLAH
semue indah indah je
sebaliknye?
hati manusia mana laa kite tahu.
mulut boleh berkate, hati tak pandai menipu rase.
hati dengan akal.
turut rase hati, akal yang mengajak.
akal kate buat, buat la kite.
hati kadang kadang menafi.
kadang kadang juge hati mampu bertahan.
manusia tidak lari dari kesilapan.
pengorbanan , terlalu banyak? berbaloi ke dengan hubungan yang tak tahu arah tujunye?

manusia.....bile mule bercinte , terase segale perlu dikorbankan.
tak!
kalau cinte die kerane ALLAH
tiade ape perlu kau korbankan kecuali jika HALAL


belajarlah untuk setie supaye jodoh kite yang sebetulnye  setie kepade kite :)


Friday, 8 June 2012

okay

it already 2 am and im still cant sleep
so many things in my mind
unless it is not important
i ignore
but me
keep thinking the same thing even i have the answer

sometime i feel
so hurt
your smile, FAKE !
your word, LIE
your act show you are not yourself
when we sit and have chat
u keep saying that
' can i trust you'
why u ques me like that?
i kept all your secret
i kept all word from that man so you wont hurt.
but i still cant say anything.
ifff only you know the truth
but you are my friend
even you are not do so

friends, if you only know what i try to say right ow
do you realize that u hurt me?
i guess you will tell to your close friend and they will bring up all those things
even the thing is right, it will be the worst for you at that time.
i kept it
i kept it
it hurt me alot
i have nobody to tell
this feeling
force me to .....
yaaa...some side will say that i am not okay
i am the who are not okay and hurt you
but the fact is?

please dont put a value on your trustworthy for me like zero.
i do nothing to you.
you hate me ?
i can stay away from you
it okay

am i strong enough ?
i am not, sorry.


Tuesday, 5 June 2012

jauh mampu. dekat sukar

mase untuk melarikan diri dari segale kegembiraan yang sepatutnye dinikmati setelah habis berjuang.
tapi aku tak pernah menyesal.
memilikinye bukan satu keperluan lagi.
itu sekadar kesukaan.
kesukaan yang entah sampai bile mampu singgah.
terase banyak lagi yang kurang.
sentiase perlu ditambah agar ia lengkap.
aku mencari kekuatan untuk setiap kesukaran dan akhirnye
aku temui
melihat mereke tiade berduke membuat aku jadi lebih tabah.
sebenarnye...
tapi aku terlalu asing untuk bersame mereke.
lebih jangan, kurang tidak mengape.
seperti selalu...
sekarang
ia bukan keperluan.
memikirkan manusia yang mampu berkate tanpe perikse
aku dahulukan diikuti diri aku.
terlalu banyak rase yang membawe aku kepade perubahan ini.
semuenye dai mereke.
biarlaa diri ini jauh.
agar menjadi lebih dekat.
bukan care aku mudah mendekati
aku terlalu berjage
tak dapat berubah
aku sememangnye adelah aku
sampai bile bile

mungkin ini carenye.
melihat mereke bersame
bahagia
aku perlu jauh
mengape harus dekat?
hanye kerana kawan.
guru terbaik untuk kehidupanku

pelajari sesuatu yang bernilai adelah lebih bermakne dari menilai seseorang :)




Saturday, 2 June 2012

berduke :( itu takdir.

haiiilaa ...haii
today i feel so saddd....
he is so busy with all his things and me?
keep waiting while studying.
he spent so much time with his family.
and me?
playing so much with my FB, TWITTER.
kinda sick when this day, the only day i went thru with all this bored actvties while him?
aarrgghh..
but it's okay. it had happened !
today oso put so much effort to settle oll the homework!
finish a few chapter for my test.
and alhamdulillah
all went good and succesful.
not too hard to understand if we focused when lecture time isnt?
there i felt the benefit
and alhamdulillah
ALLAH help me too.

seven years without him.
i remembered he bought me a bicycle.
so that i can go to school easily.
and my heart tersentuh when it came to my mind.
really miss you abah.
iffff you are still alive abah..
'saya dah masuk u dah sekarang.
for the last abah tahu saye sekolah form one je kan abah.
saye naik basikal yang abah belikan sampai tgkatan tige tau abah.
tersangat menyenangkan. terimakasih abah. saya sayang abah.
abah, dulu mase abah ade.. kite tak rapat kan abah..tapi jelas kasih sayang abah tu.
abah garang dulu. tapi saye tahu abah sayang anak anak abah.
and thanks jadi garang untuk kami.
kami jadi yang bergune untuk hidup kami.
abah .....ohh abahhh . saye rindu abah '
alfatihah 

sebak. maaf . assalamualaikum .