okay

it already 2 am and im still cant sleep
so many things in my mind
unless it is not important
i ignore
but me
keep thinking the same thing even i have the answer

sometime i feel
so hurt
your smile, FAKE !
your word, LIE
your act show you are not yourself
when we sit and have chat
u keep saying that
' can i trust you'
why u ques me like that?
i kept all your secret
i kept all word from that man so you wont hurt.
but i still cant say anything.
ifff only you know the truth
but you are my friend
even you are not do so

friends, if you only know what i try to say right ow
do you realize that u hurt me?
i guess you will tell to your close friend and they will bring up all those things
even the thing is right, it will be the worst for you at that time.
i kept it
i kept it
it hurt me alot
i have nobody to tell
this feeling
force me to .....
yaaa...some side will say that i am not okay
i am the who are not okay and hurt you
but the fact is?

please dont put a value on your trustworthy for me like zero.
i do nothing to you.
you hate me ?
i can stay away from you
it okay

am i strong enough ?
i am not, sorry.