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eh raye dah sat lagi and aku memang tak prepare ape ape untuk raye ni.ihihh!
seriusla! tak prepare sebab aku nak simple simple je.nampak macam sakai dapat duit raye banyak.haha cuti sem ni pun rasenye dah nak sebulan.if im not mistaken la kan.
tak banyak buat mase cuti. aku habiskan mase dekat rumah, belajar masak, tidur,tv,ape lagi..makan ofkoz! kurang sebulan jugak nak start sem baru.
aku tak ade idea macam mane aku di sem baru. i mean malas ke rajin ke.
hihihi. and for a second time im still NR which stand for NON RESIDENT.
pelajar yang duduk luar kampus.
ish !
belum start pun aku dah teringat pesan mak.
duduk luar lebih bermanfaat dapat lari dari aktiviti kolej.
ehh
aku mule faham
die mahu kan consistency dlm PnP aku.
i know mom, dont worry.
i'll try more harder this sem.
insyaAllah. i just need do'a from you.
redha Allah tu datang dari redha ibu bapa kot, so faham faham la.
kite pulak HARUSLAH pandai menyesuaikan diri, takyah loklak sangat nak g keluar gatal gatal kan diri. jage maruah. ehh mak aku pernah pesan jugak ni.
haha
thennn subjek sem 3 quite tough arr kan.
aku PERLULAH bersabar lagi.
belajar bersungguh sungguh.
cukupla niat dalam hati, buatpa orang lain nak tahu.hihi
so guys, happy hari raya..
andd jangan lupa bayaq yuran yang dah naik RM5 tu.haha
 #uitmdihatiku.

tataaa

syukur di awal usia

heyho.
firstly Alhamdulillah, first on fb jumpe link Ayu Raudah dah bertudung.
she looks very pretty and i adore her.
bulan Ramadhan yang banyak kurniaan ni, artis artis pun ramai dah berhijrah.
andddd teringat la kisah lame.
alaa mude remaje.
ape saje dilakukan untuk keseronokan.
seriuosly zaman mude tu la paling best even tu tak la bagus sangat pun sebenarnye.
i am so daring.
dulu tak terase nak berhijab. berhijab untuk certain event.
money for my hair and dress of course.
bonda mungkin nak tegur tengok anak die ni sekejap macam ni sekejap macam tu.
tapiii..
mungkin die tahu kot aku ni tak la pergi terlalu jauh.
but nevermind.
without or with die tegur pun alhamdulillah
sekarang aku dah kekal berhijab.
and semue tu bermule selepas menjejakan kaki ke alam matrikulasi.

tengok kawan kawan aku kalau keluar pakai tudung, inner bagai.
but i start it slowly.
firstly hijab la kan.
then baru la tangan and mane mane yang patut.
mungkin aku pun pernah felt how hidayah tu datang.
sebab die datang dgn rase tak terpakse.
ehh itu satu yang wonderful
bile kite rase sesuatu yang macam tak ade orang pakse.

sekarang terimakasih dekat Allah.
bagi aku berubah sampai ke hari ini.
dengan sokongan firdaus amir.
even die bukan husband pun.
kalau bende baik why not.
janji semue kerane Allah.
sesungguhnye yang buruk buruk tu datang dari diri kite sendiri.

so tengok junior junior aku, mungkin mereke belum rase lagi.
and they glad aku dah bertudung,
syukur syukur, aku diberi rase untuk bertudung di awal usie aku.

ni terlalu subjektif.
memang perlu untuk menasihatkan
tapi haihh susah.
kite pule tak mahu org berubah sebab kite kan.
ape kite boleh buat, bagi contoh yang terbaik supaye mereke nampak baiknye.

salamm.
:)

rules

peple have their wn opinion about my life while me let them judge anything about me as long it is not involve my family. once they did, i start to think how u can pay for all your words. it's not so nice to be someone who are so busy with other's life and they are actually start to look us into a bad ways. better you stay quite and concern your own business.
well , it is also a reminder for me.

RESDUNG
ape itu resdung.
you can google to get more accurate about it.
hissh, serius lately ni baru aku rajin nak amek tahu pasal ni semue
as one of my friend suggest me to get a check.
ohmygod, at first i just take it simple.
but as time grow, i cant handle it anymore.
kulit kering,lepas satu jerawat tenggelam satu timbul. ini yang tak tahan sgt.
jerawat tu bukan la macam jerawat orang lain yang betul betul ade jerawat tu.
it is so different.
it is not too worst.but as a girl who love to see pretty.
i need too.plus it is important for us as girl.
it will reflect what we are.
i dont want any change in me as it getting more bad.
so, based on a few people opinion.
i need to follow a few rules.
given a period to test it ifff it's work, why dont i try rite.
so, firdaus amir suggest me that and this.
aarrhh as people who close to me, he want the best for me. so i need to listen to him. do and dont.
okay, i need to trust him as he got so many experience.
and thanks also to my friend.
he gave me many informations.
hope i have no resdung and fine fine aje.
fuhh.

:)

thanks ALLAH

alhamdulliah. 

result already came out.

and its unexpectable n unbelievable

thanks to all the lecturer.without them i cant achieve it.

thanks to Allah too.

even to many careless, mistake i done.

with blessing from Him, he granted me a worth it outcome.

so, put a new mission for future to maintain all the gifted.

as long as we focus and try hard in doing something good, Allah always with us.

six sem to go.

so stay cool and strong.

absorb all knowledges skills from lecturer and emit it in paper for final.

ouhh! congrats to all my friend

and also firdaus amir.

keep it up guyssss.

shah alam, here i come.

balik rumah sane untuk mengemas rumah.

SAHAJA.

bagus kan saya.

actually memang dari sebelum habis exam dah terniat macam tu.

nak rearrange barang dalam rumah tu kasi cantik banyak plus selese aku nak study nextsem.

tapi sape nak teman aku?

mungkin dalam 2 or 3 hari aku kat sane

it's better aku kemas rumah sane sebelum aku diarah untuk kemas rumah ni untuk raye.

hidup luar kampus memang seronok.

aku belajar hidup susah dari mereke yang baru nak merase.

alhamdulillah aku tak kekok.

so terimekasih Allah sekali lagi.

He know what best for me.

tak banyak nak cerite sgt, aku penat baru sampai dari kampung.

enjoy sgt kat sane.

bile nak balik lagi?

hihihihi.

bye :)

 

my beloved love

dear love
if only you read this
it is only dedicate for you
the only one i love.

being together with you go thru all the thick and thin
made me never regret to have you.
we start all the memories with all the sweet moment
we first know each other and we fall in love.
it is so fast.
it happen with our willingness like have no tomorrow to make a decision
knowing you is the best thing ever.
u pour me your love fullheartedly.
u are the shoulder where i land when i really need it.
you ears always ready to hear me.
your hand hold me from falling and down while another hand pull me up.
i thought it will longlasting like what we plan. it is really a dream.
in a split sec
it ruined like we never build any defence
we let it disappear
we let it go.
we start to loose the tight

love,
by reading this, it was a memory
but where should i keep all the memories we record,we frame ?
we keep saying this and that
we try to save everything
but it's end up like we never know each other

as what  u said
'we start it with nicely and we should end it up mannerly'
it is abnormal to say that i am not upset with what hd happen
but u give me strength.
looking at you with no tear while me?
i cant be like that
i wont look so weak infrontof you.

i am hoping you will find someone suit you
honestly, until this sec i still loving you even you are leaving me
i must be strong.
no shoulder, no ear,no hand which are loyal to be with me in difficulties

Allah,
make me strong
i believe all your plan is good for me.
even sometimes you distance me from some people.
u know all things better.

it is hurt to let you go.
trust me
it is not easy as what you see
i can lie to you
but my heart will deny it.

thanks for everything my love.


sincerely,
me