my beloved love

dear love
if only you read this
it is only dedicate for you
the only one i love.

being together with you go thru all the thick and thin
made me never regret to have you.
we start all the memories with all the sweet moment
we first know each other and we fall in love.
it is so fast.
it happen with our willingness like have no tomorrow to make a decision
knowing you is the best thing ever.
u pour me your love fullheartedly.
u are the shoulder where i land when i really need it.
you ears always ready to hear me.
your hand hold me from falling and down while another hand pull me up.
i thought it will longlasting like what we plan. it is really a dream.
in a split sec
it ruined like we never build any defence
we let it disappear
we let it go.
we start to loose the tight

love,
by reading this, it was a memory
but where should i keep all the memories we record,we frame ?
we keep saying this and that
we try to save everything
but it's end up like we never know each other

as what  u said
'we start it with nicely and we should end it up mannerly'
it is abnormal to say that i am not upset with what hd happen
but u give me strength.
looking at you with no tear while me?
i cant be like that
i wont look so weak infrontof you.

i am hoping you will find someone suit you
honestly, until this sec i still loving you even you are leaving me
i must be strong.
no shoulder, no ear,no hand which are loyal to be with me in difficulties

Allah,
make me strong
i believe all your plan is good for me.
even sometimes you distance me from some people.
u know all things better.

it is hurt to let you go.
trust me
it is not easy as what you see
i can lie to you
but my heart will deny it.

thanks for everything my love.


sincerely,
me